excuse me while i have an emo moment...

pinkgirlrock: who do you think you'll go to prom with?
alar04: i have absolutely no idea. i guess it depends on how the year plays out
pinkgirlrock: i always think that's kinda weird at our school... the most unlikely couples end up going together.
alar04: if i have a girlfriend at the time of prom which i hope i have, i will take her. if i dont have a girlfriend, then i dont know. but prom is awhile away. so there is no rush yet
pinkgirlrock: i know. and we graduate too!!!
alar04: but yea i am thinking about it like in the back of my mind. after seeing everyone go thru it last year, the seniors i mean, its gunna be weird knowing that that is going to be us now. its like one of those things that you think about but never really expect to happen in a way, well you do, but you dont think about it, you know what i mean?
pinkgirlrock: i know. it's so cool. i wonder if the younger kids look up to us liked we used to look up to them?
alar04: senior year of high school, prom, graduation, then college. i dont know. thatd be cool tho lol
pinkgirlrock: i remeber the first day i came to walden,, and i saw leslie williams (a black girl with dread locks and an eyebrow ring) and i thought she was the most wonderful person i'd ever seen
alar04: yea. i dont even think i can remember my first day at walden. that was 6th grade wow
pinkgirlrock: i know
alar04: it seems like so long ago
pinkgirlrock: it was like 6 years agon
alar04: i can remember like just bits and pieces leading up to this. it all seems to weird still. thats why i want to enjoy it and make it truly memorable becuz you'll never have it again, ever
pinkgirlrock: i know. it's crazy
alar04: yea it really is. and most of the people you'll prolly never see again
pinkgirlrock: this is the last year i get to stare at aj... haha
alar04: except for maybe like a high school reunion or something. lol yea
pinkgirlrock: yeah, but by then, everyone will be a completely different person
alar04: yea true. i remember how many people cried the last day of school 8th grade, i wonder if anybody will cry last day of school this year?
pinkgirlrock: we already are all different people. we've all changed so much since middle school...
alar04: yes. i know i have changed tremendously
pinkgirlrock: i will probably cry the last day of school... and i don't do that
alar04: especially throughout my high school years. yea me neither, but i dont know what i will do. ill prolly get emotional some how, but i dont think ill cry
pinkgirlrock: i think everyone will be really close this year
alar04: ive grown a lot throughout the past few years. yea i think so. so many people will be gone, a couple new people. i hope it will be great
pinkgirlrock: we have all been through a lot together, and we never even think about it until it's almost over: who will you ever know this well again? who will be there for you at 2 in the morning to help you with your journey paper (or any paper for that matter?) who will know why you got suspended in the 7th grade and still like you anyway?
alar04: yea i know. no one ever really will
pinkgirlrock: it's kinda sad, but in a way it's really beautiful
alar04: unless it occurs that you stay friends and stay in close contact with one of your friends from high school, but thats always rare. yea it really is. after its over all you have is the memories of it all, of your days in middle school and high school
pinkgirlrock: and everything inbetween
alar04: its going to be a weird kind of empty feeling when its over. but i gues in a way kind of fulfilling to know you did that
pinkgirlrock: this is so sentimental, i am such a girl
alar04: lol yea i know. but its nice to just be able to talk about it like this
pinkgirlrock: yeah
alar04: really makes you think about it
alar04: and sometimes nothing can be better for you than time to think